So here’s the truth:
I’d like to delete every one of my previous blog posts, to start fresh.
But I can’t. I’m one of those incredible pack-rats, the person who holds on to every single scrap of something because it might be somehow sentimental and I might need it sometime in the future, to remember or to [...]
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Starting Fresh
Posted in Uncategorized on May 27, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
Forever
Posted in Uncategorized on December 6, 2008 | 2 Comments »
I know, it’s been forever.
With so much happening, so many changes, my world spinning and stopping, only to spin again, I am not sure where to begin — how does one transition from then to now in the span of just a few words?
I guess I don’t have to it in only a few, though [...]
I(dentity) Cri(sis)
Posted in Uncategorized on June 15, 2008 | 5 Comments »
I’m in the middle of the biggest crisis I have ever experienced. Greater than my partner threatening my life, greater than being totally broke and not able to pay my rent in December in the Midwest (can we say COLD?). It is literally the biggest crisis of my life.
I don’t know the next step on [...]
Skinned Shins and All
Posted in Uncategorized on May 25, 2008 | 2 Comments »
Yesterday, my girlfriend, her daughter, and a friend (with her daughter) and I all went for a picnic/bike ride around the far East side. I hadn’t been on a bike in two years, and it was such a great feeling, wind in my hair, sweaty under my helmet, watching for cars and other riders. It [...]
Spring
Posted in Uncategorized on May 20, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
Well, it’s officially Spring weather here: it’s sunny one minute and pouring rain the next. Makes it fun to walk about town, but I’ve taking to stowing my rainjacket on my pack, so I’m always prepared. At least, that’s the illusion I’m telling myself.
Lately I’ve been thinking a lot about illusion. See, I am reading [...]
Thoughts
Posted in Uncategorized on May 10, 2008 | 1 Comment »
So, I’ve been doing some thinking.
See, I am a woman who has all these grand plans, and is easily sidetracked and discouraged from them. It’s a terrible bind, to want such wonderful gifts, and never follow-through or succeed. So, I’ve been thinking.
I was wondering what it might be like to fulfill my dreams. What would [...]
Breathing
Posted in Uncategorized on May 4, 2008 | 1 Comment »
Today, I am trying to breath.
I mean, I am breathing, but I am trying to breathe mindfully. That’s what is a challenge for me.
It’s hard to be in a situation where one person is so available, and the other is less available (though she wants to be), and things, plans, ideas keep changing. It’s hard [...]
Willingness
Posted in Uncategorized on April 27, 2008 | 1 Comment »
There’s a woman meeting with her sponsor next to me at the Cafe, and it’s interesting to me, never being part of the alcoholism world, because I’m not listening to them, but I keep catching snippets of sentences. “Summertime is a trigger, I need to be honest with my friends, I need to be honest [...]
Introductions
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged beginnings, books, identity, life, magick, name on April 23, 2008 | 1 Comment »
My name is Sara Blackthorne. I was born January 14, 1985, in Pikeville Kentucky. I am twenty-three years, and I feel like my life is just beginning.
I am a multi-faceted womyn, a sparkling jewel, not a rare lotus flower, rugged, tough, thought-ful/provoking, Divine. I love to camp and hike and kayak and swim in the [...]
